Time

A few years ago I made acquaintance with the book "Awaken the Giant Within" by Anthony Robbins. Great book. I said and I was very happy with every interaction with the text. I read the book once, twice... hm... what was in the book that attracted me to it? Maybe his contagious smile. :D I did the homework the book had, and that is how this sentence came to be: Today is a beautiful day! With wide and big letters on the wall, that I woke up to, for the last year. That is when I recognized the power of the book. My mornings truly felt great. I continued to read the book and took all the positive content. Despite the great mornings I continued to be unsatisfied with my existence. Why? Curiosity did not leave me alone. With the change of surroundings I received my first personal computer and a fresh wall in my sleeping room. I wrote on the new wall "Today a thought. Tomorrow a reality." But it did not work.

Only this moment exists. Not the past or the future. Now is the moment of magic.

Necessities

You have a warm bed and clean clothes. So all you need is food and water to survive. At this time you are completely grateful for what you have. All that you need is money to buy food. Is that really all I need? How can I exist if my only goal is to eat and sleep? Will finding a fulfilling job to get money for food really satisfy my needs as a human?

A man wishes to own things he does not really need. In reality he only wishes to be loved. That is something owning things will not bring you. Why does he wish to be loved?

First day

what happend to me today, that was so interesting? Why did I lose my sence of humor? I laught alot and felt great. Now I laughed so much, that I became unhappy. I will laugh on, because I simply love to laugh.

The interesting thing about today is my realisation of my ever decreasing interest for material wealth. Yesterday I saw something funny about that. Today all I see is slavery, painfull deception and pointless repetition of propaganda.

I woke up very happy full of joy and energy. Through the day I became ever more depressed, because of the symbols and lies that are all around me and everybody. What should I do? I will start a blog.